I need a hug (With update!)

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To the admins please don't close this topic,

Tonight I lost everything that I love, I made the wrong choises and my friends will hate me.

But it was the only thing I could do I had to take a spot right now. And probably I did chooce wrong I love all of you, I eally do I donot know If i will be here again, but probably I will since right Now Sorcerers is all i got...

Love you all!

~SleepleSS
Edit: (27-03-05 the next morning)

(Good)Morning Sorcerers,

All right what happened last night was my world coming down. It is realy a long story to tell, and I'm not going to bore you guys whit that. Let's say I lost one of my closest friends last night, no he's not death we are just not friends any more.

Since he is the central point in my group of friends a probably lost more of them, and last knight, when It happend, it felt like losing everyone I love. A good 3 hours sleep did help clearing my vision a bit, I still have 2 friends left since they arn't close with the one I hate now.

Thanx again for all the support, I shall try to pick up up life from this point and make myself a lovely easter breakfast, to bad I have to eat it allone...

[ March 27, 2005, 11:01: Message edited by: SleepleSS ]

 

damn, got no idea what happened to you but it sounds like some harsh sh*t. good luck getting through it man. ah, and like my mom says, nobodys worth killing yourself over if you're considering that kinda thing.

 

I know I did write the poem:

When everything goes down like this
Take the pen and get rid of this
don't take the knive don't kill yourself...

No It wasn't that the real version is in my cotton candy monkey topic, but I cant remember my own words of wisdom I lost It all tonight thats all I know...

 

Nakia gives SleepleSS a big hug. Blessings be upon you. We are here for you as best we can be.

 

just don't do anything drastic is all i'm saying. err i'd usually suggest a drink at this point but I have no idea what frame of mind you're in now so hold off on that. why not see a movie or play a game of bg or something, just to do something to get your mind off whatever it is that's messed you up.

 

Best of luck with whatever's going on, SleepleSS. Hang in there buddy, things well get better.

 

Thank you guys! The one thing I don't need right now is another drink, But I realy appriciate you're replies.

I realy do!

See first post for an Update

[ March 27, 2005, 10:55: Message edited by: SleepleSS ]

 

Care to tell what happened ?

 

Hang in there man, I'm going through some rough times myself, but it would seem yours is more severe. Best of luck from the bottom of my heart, I pray things get better as I'm sure the will

 

I don't do hugs very well. But here, a big manly Canadian kiss.

Best wishes.

 

At the risk of sounding like a callous jerk-hole, I can't help but wonder if you are blowing what sounds like an argument gone wrong with a friend out of proportion. But to make up for the previous comment, I wish you peace. Don't let small stuff get to you.

(Although talking with someone like a relative or colleague about this might do you more good than stating it to bunch of strangers on the internet.)

 

One thing that almost never fails is the ability for us to adapt. You lose one circle, you fall into another circle. Life moves on. When the dust settles, as it seems to be starting to, you'll see that all is not lost...

 

Maybe I did indeed but the night I made this topic I really felt like live ended right there. A lot of stuff has happened lately and I think the argument I had pushed me of the edge.

I'm glad I can say everything turned out fine, well everything except my school work. The friend I had an argument with called me the next day, right after I made the update, and told me he was actually concerned about me and not angry at all. Lucky me!

I just had an emotional breakdown, and the next time I have one I try to get some sleep instead of turning omn my PC.

Thanks to all for the support!

 

A good night's sleep can change everything indeed. Glad it didn't turn out as bad-ass as you sounded it would...

 

You better tell the story, no matter how long it is! *points finger angrily*

I wanna know what happened... Argument? Accidental destruction of family heirloom? Stealing of girlfriend? The revealing of the affair between you and his mother? or his father?

What was it? TELL!

 

I agree with Bahir, although I feel much sympathy for you... you must tell!

 

Take care. Hope it works out to your good. Don't let it grind you down. People come, people go.

 

from what i gather it was just some kinda misunderstanding within a school group and he thought he was on the losing end was going to be kicked outta the group but it all worked out ok.

i think?